| Friday, October 05, 2007 |
| Primary Complex |
last Wednesday, i took a half day leave from work because it was lil boy’s sched PC skin test with his pedia. results will be after 48 hours.
and the 48 hours is TODAY!
since i can’t take a leave again, my parents brought lil boy to the pedia.
lunchtime, while we were waiting for our food ni hubby sa Glorietta, i called my Dad to ask the results.
and sadly, it was indeed PC!!!
and another bad news, his weight dropped to 9.something na lang daw, from his ‘underweight’ weight of 10 kilos! imagine, at 2.6yo! =(
though sabi daw ng pedia, nothing serious naman kasi he’s still active and all. and yun nga, it’s common naman daw to babies and kids. just need around 6 months medication, he’ll be okay!
pero syempre, sa akin, hindi ok yun!
naluha talaga ako, buti na lang kasama ko si hubby to comfort me.
i feel so guilty, feeling ko napabayaan ko yung anak ko. ewan ko ba!
masakit sa akin kasi i know i’m doing everything that i can naman to protect him, all the sacrifices. hey, i even breastfed him exclusively for 1.5 years para lang maging super healthy sya. and i’m still breastfeeding until now. feeling ko, those sacrifices are non-sense kasi nagkasakit pa din sya. =(
i feel so bad, sad, guilty, depressed, lahat na yata! feeling ko talaga di ko na masyado natututukan yung anak ko, dahil sa work on weekdays and business on weekends. though i know naman na di sya napapabayaan ng parents ko, pero iba pa din yung feeling ko eh.
i guess i really have to make a firm decision now on my career and family life. i need to make the change asap before it’s too late.
please Lord, help me decide! and always be by my lil boy’s side. =)
please pray for him too. thanks! |
posted by apple @ 4:19 PM  |
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| 10 Comments: |
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hi apple.. hugs to you. lam ko yung feeling kasi when cheska was diagnosed before din yan din ang naramdaman ko before ( as in nagpa xray kaming lahat and everything para lang makita kung san galing) eventually i realized talagang nasa environment natin talagang polluted na.
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cyberhugs to you apple! super madumi na talaga kasi ang paligid natin kaya kung ano anong sakit meron tayo.
don't be too sad. kasi lahat naman nagkakasakit kahit na anong ingat. imagine, breastfeeding him until now. You're a very good mom.
Get well soon to your little boy.
N!cE
www.nicemorning.net
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Thanks Che & Nice.
yup, yun din nga in-explain samen nung isang pedia-friend when we asked for a 2nd opinion.
kakalungkot lang talaga. :(
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hi apple!
gnun nga tlaga yata, parating may guilt basta working mom :D
sana ok na si austin soon :D tc!
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Hi Apple! I understand how you feel. Masakit for us na magkasakit ang mga anak natin. But don't blame yourself for that. There are lots of factors for this kasi. Just heed what his pediatrician says. Hugs to you...I pray that he'll get better soon.
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thanks Kitts & Jody!
yeah, kaya pangarap ko talagang maging SAHM. hay!
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Apple, don't feel guilty about it. We live in a country where TB is still endemic. It's also airborne, so it's very easy for people to get infected. Hence, a lot of children here get primary complex.
I do understand that we don't want our kids to get sick, but like it or not, they will...sometimes. And it happens even if we exert all effort. Wala namang taong di nagkakasakit, right? At least it's not a serious problem at all. And, no, you're not a bad mom just because your son got infected with an airborne bacteria. At least nadetect kaagad so that the proper management may be done. Austin's a strong boy, kaya niya yan!
BTW, this is Joey of n@w :)
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hi apple sorry to hear about austins pc. i hope he will pass this stage with flying colors.
mahirap talaga maging ina. in the future maging dalawa na baby mo, times two na worries na hehehe. hang in there. things will get better.
apols
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hi apple, don't blame yourself. no matter what we do to protect our kids, ganun talaga, magkakasakit sila. let's just pray that he'll get this over soon. on the bright side, after ng treatment nya, for sure todo na ang weight gain nya :)
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Thanks Joey, Apols & Joy!
your messages are well appreciated. ok na ako ngayon, hehe.
yeah, he'll get better soon. :)
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hi apple.. hugs to you. lam ko yung feeling kasi when cheska was diagnosed before din yan din ang naramdaman ko before ( as in nagpa xray kaming lahat and everything para lang makita kung san galing) eventually i realized talagang nasa environment natin talagang polluted na.